yesterday was shaun's bday (HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUNZIE) and i got to see all you fungusses again. i really miss you guys, and sometimes i wish i was still there at fungus. i was kinda a bit sceptical on going yesterday cos i knew that if i did, i might go all sad and depressed about leaving fungus again; but i didnt suprisingly, maybe ive just moved on (which is good cos ive been trying to for a while). but it was funny when nick asked me, "are u used to it yet?" and i was like, "NO!" Nick was referring to (of course) are you used to being not in fungus yet? and i said no cos i seriously am not yet! and then nick was like, "its been a year!" and i said, "i know!" i guess fungus youth is one of a kind. its really different to other youth groups cos were so close all the time, but it really got me thinking about friends and when to hold onto them and when to let go..
lately in life, i've made heaps of new friends. at school especially. i guess its good and bad, i miss all my old friends sometimes, but it seems like were all growing further and further apart and i feel like theres nothing i can do about it. i guess its not necesarily a bad thing, because i like meeting new people, but i guess im scared that me & my friends will grow apart and not even be friends anymore. like today at school; at recess i hung round crystal (oo my asian kid in year 8) and then at lunch, it was amber, jess, kelsey & kim, not even one of my seven girlies.
anyway, i guess what im trying to say is that in life, there will be friends we have to let go of. even though we dont want to and we want to hold on and keep being friends with them. but, maybe its whats best.
(wow, blogging makes me really talk about deep stuff LOL)
haha, anyhoo, i think im done NOW!
happy late bday shaun, happy early bday to my baby graciee and happy early early bday to aviel.
god bless all.
have an awesome anzac day guys.
xx d a n i c a y e e
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