last first day ever

today i thought i was going to realise i was doomed to social death for the next nine months. instead, i find out it's more going to be a powerful but steady waterfall for the next nine months. that i can deal with. then i missed the memo that my day wasn't going to turn out at all what i thought i could deal with. then it hit me.. social death is real, and without dying this death, i cannot proceed to ace my studies. VCAA, you suck.